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Being 480days clean and 468days sober, life looks different today. So blessed to live the life I live, I never understood the one day at a time thing, until I did. This far in and I could lose it all in 1 day, 1 hour, 1 minute by making the wrong choice. I never understood why i couldn't be like "most" people, why couldn't I have fun like everyone else and wake up the next morning and continue on living a good life, for me, it never stopped, the noise in my head, the vibration in my chest, the need for chaos, the need for companionship, the need to fight everything. Living in my head for an hour felt like the hardest battle, an hour felt like a whole day. I was blessed, my last hospital stay, I became willing, homeless and on machines i called the AA phone line, the only people left would talk to me. I was introduced to a man named John, in meeting John, my life changed, and he doesn't even know it. I then met my sponsor at the first meeting back and started to do the steps like my life depended on it, because well, it did. It's been 468 days, 1 day at a time, in the right the direction amd my life doesn't resemble my old life one bit. I was able to find a god I understood, I get to life such a life of such peace, usefulness and just and overall full life happy. The greatest gift is i get to give back to others what was so freely given to me 🙏🌞